You understand when it happens to you
I had heard it many times about the sweaty palms and anxious feeling of one experiences before a big launch. But not until this week had I truly experienced these feeling. Now just waiting to launch my new business venture.
I see nothing else more important and I see nothing else as desired by me as this venture. I know this too will not be important in a few weeks just like all the other accomplishments I got to experience in life. No moment, no feeling, no pain is forever. It all passes and I very clearly know this but still sometimes I don't want this to be over. Once I finish a project, it's no longer important as I move on to finding my next mountain to climb.
There's this fear that if I press the launch button, it will all be over and then what will be left. And this is why I'm just waiting to launch it.