Answer to the moment you are in
This consulting path has given me the opportunity to build my survival skills. As I look back, I am thankful to all the "Nos" that I got as well as all the opportunities I received.
It's interesting to see how what I went to school didn't show up for so many projects that I undertook to be able to pay bills. I left my job at the height of my career with great position, salary, and benefits. At that time I didn't know of the challenges/opportunities that would show up for me.
The constant anxiety about next project brought me projects that were on opposite end of the pay spectrum; from $10 to $100 an hour.
What I have learned in these two and a half years is that anxiety and fear or insecurity steals joyful moments. At the end I have to answer to the moment that I am in and we all react in this manner. No moment is good or bad but it is what it is and my response to it offers the best option to me